Tired...

Probably from my mood, but I feel exhausted all the time.  Hoping when the new job starts I will feel differently. 

I knew this would be hard on me. 

Just to make me more nervous, he text me last night asking for my address.  Which is weird because he's been here a couple of times and because he mails a money order here, when he feels like it.  Which by the way, we got one yesterday.  So relieved I can get him the stuff he needs for camp.

Buy why did he want to confirm my address.....I have a few ideas, some of them make me nervous.  One idea is, he might be filling out divorce papers.  I don't think he can file though because I already did.  He just hasn't been served yet.  I have to wait for the sheriff to mail me back the confirmation page after it's been delivered. 

I think it's stupid he's taking this crap personally (or seems to be) when I didn't start it. 

We shall see. 



The boy leaves for band camp a week from Sunday! I can't believe the time is almost here.  I don't know if K knows that or not.  I gave him the dates months ago but I don't know if he held onto them.  I'm sure his girlfriend would never let him drop him off with me. 

Taking the boy to get a few things tomorrow.  Maybe a few t shirts for back to school.  I can always buy him more once I'm working more hours.  Hoping we can make a nice Christmas here.  :) 

I just wish I wasn't so tired all. the. time.