Well crap!

Went to the doctor yesterday.  She said no more fabric store for work.  :( The one that not nice to me, she has moved on.  Just the nice people are left.  I didn't want to go back there but I thought as a fall back, it was there.  I did love almost every other worker and the customers. 

I'm making a quilt.  :) It's going to be flowery and have a little Pooh Bear in it and it's going to be mine.  Those customers have inspired me and I am so excited to do this! It's okay if it's not perfect, it's just for me.  I want it to be pretty and cuddly to snuggle up in. 

Feeling broke and broken.  The broke part is hopefully temporary.  The hours aren't great at the pool but they are okay.  The hours at the school were better.  I do miss the children.  I miss the interaction with the other workers as well. 

I'm looking for a job!! I have gotten three turn down emails so far from the 9 jobs I applied for.  I'm still hoping!!

Still trying.  Still looking. 

I know I want this more than ever now.  I enjoyed that job too much.  I liked having weekends off, looking forward to Friday.  I love how that feels! I want that. 

On a personal note, I have to file for divorce.  I need to call back legal aid.  I keep forgetting in the morning and I don't want to do it from the pool, there's no privacy there.  I will try Monday morning.  Hopefully they will still help me.