So......

Phew!

I survived! I even fell in love with the children.  I miss them already!

I just applied for 9 jobs in their district.  Oh please let them hire me! I just want a job, a chance to show I can do it! I did do it for six weeks and I did quite well!! Fingers crossed and I will keep looking. Hopefully other districts will be hiring too. 

Gosh I want this. 

My knee doesn't even ache any more.  I don't miss retail.  The concrete floors are murder on joints.  :(

My sister...

She broke her femur.  :( I feel bad for her.  She wants a ramp built so she can go home sooner but since it would be temporary, I don't think anyone will help her.  It's so expensive and so many hoops to go through to get a ramp.  I know it took my sister in law a long time to get a ramp up there and she is missing a leg.  Anyway, hopefully my sister heals quickly.

Court...

I have a court date for child support.  Ugh.  He's going to be mad at me but it's not me doing it.  It's the state because we qualify for state insurance.  I dread it because it could lead to making the boy having spend time with his girl friend.  :( I HATE that idea.  I'm hoping his Dad realizes that but he hasn't thought much about anything or anyone besides himself for quite some time now. 

Exhausted. The past two weeks I was working both jobs and that is exhausting.  I don't know how people work two jobs and live.  It's exhausting.  Just the pool job for now and I'm happy about that.  I have to get some things done this summer and I will do my best to get them done. 

I'm trying. 

Being a grown up is hard.