Got teary a few times today.

It's hard.

I think the reason that I haven't filed for divorce yet because I never thought he'd leave me.  Not that I want him back, but more like it's hard for me to believe.

I know my sister hates that I haven't filed yet.  I do hope he has to pay me more money.

I'm thinking right after Christmas.  I don't think legal aid is ever going to answer that phone.  :( They don't have an answering machine.

They just hang up and tell me to call back later.

Ah, life will go on.

And it does.

And it's hard.