Ken is coming to get his gun and his birth certificate. No clue why he thought of getting the birth certificate unless it has something to do with his car loan, but they already have the car...Or if that just made him think of it. The only other time I remember having have a birth certificate was to get married.
I'd love to make a list of things to nag him about but I won't. I think I will just ask him for his address so I can file for divorce and have somewhere to send the papers.
Just a hunch, but I think his gf thinks I should file because I can get that waiver of fees. I think the court will make him pay for the divorce when we go to court. Ugh. Go to court. I so don't want this in some ways and in other ways I do.
What I mean by this, I don't want to be without him, I miss him. I miss his friendship, having him to help with our family (and I don't mean money wise, I miss all the running), having him there to talk to about our days, our dreams, our goals. The reasons I do want this is because I don't have that any more and he cheated (for years apparently that I didn't know of), because he's been such an asshole to all of us, not just me.
Sadly, the bad outweighs the good. I hope to buy the book today that has the forms in it.
We are working on trying to see my Mommy. If we can get a couple days off before Thanksgiving, we might be able to see my her. I miss her so much. If I'm getting decent hours at JoAnn's, we should be able to afford the gas money and we can stay with my sister. My car is 10 years old now, nearly 11, so I will just have to hope for the best with it. It's a worry. Any car loan I get will have to be high interest so that will have to wait until I have a more steady job and I'm making more money regularly. Insurance is already costing me $225 a month on one car. We used to pay less for two cars and full coverage on mine. :(
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