TIRED. :( Tired of the crap! Tired of being lied to. Tired of being acused of things I don't do. Tired of him making me look bad to his relatives.

I feel like this is never going to get better. I don't see how it can. If truth isn't told, how can it?

I just want to get along. I'm not a fighter. I don't want to fight. I wish I had enough money to take my boy far away from the craziness. I hate he eventually has to get to know her. I truly do.

Really want this new place with the new start. Please let it happen.