Overwhelmed

I think I’ve ignored myself too long.

Trying to save my marriage. Then going through a divorce. Still feeling the loneliness from a nearly 30 year marriage.

My teeth. The dentist said $12,000 to save some, extract some, fill some. I can’t do that nor would I. They don’t want to just pull them. I don’t know what to do.

My triglycerides are a little high. I do like chocolate, it is comforting. It also is bad for me. :(

Menopause. Ugh. Still having periods but they are extremely unpredictable and heavy.

I am so done. :(

I don’t feel like I have the time or money to fix these things.

I’ll try and fix what I can.

The boy only has me really. His Dad hasn’t spoke to him in two years. No texts. No phone calls. No gifts.

I need to do better. For both of us.