Frustrated

I am so frustrated with my ex tonight. I have never told him he couldn't see any of our kids. I've never told them not to see him.

Tonight, he asked my oldest if they'd go up north with him and his gf for four days around the 4th.

They can't. It's too short of notice. For work, for band, for volunteer hours for the boy for graduation. He needs 40, he only has 2. 2!

He said life is short. Who the hell is this person?? Hell yes life is short. Stop fucking it up stupid.

Yes, I said a swear. I'm frustrated.

I wish he'd grow up and figure this out. My big boy hates his gf for the lying and deceitful things she did.

He made me pay for an honor society dinner for him then he decided he couldn't go.

I'm exhausted from this crap.