Frustrating....

The boy wants to play on the drumline.  Great!

It's $500, they'll take payments, I can probably do that.

There's a fundraiser.  Tickets are $20 for it.  Tickets cover two bowling games, two pieces of pizza and one soft drink.  We have to sell 8 of them.  If we don't sell them we have to pay them another $160. 

Really?  They are splitting the cost with the bowling alley.  So, like half the money goes to drumline, the other half goes to the bowling alley. 

Bowling?  $40 for two people?  Who is going to pay that?  *sigh*

I so want to see him on the drumline. 

I'm frustrated again.  I might have to call administration on this. 

The kids are thinking we should stay home for Thanksgiving.  It might be best.  I'm torn.  I'm tired too, so a five day weekend with no where to go does sound nice to me.  We shall see.  We will buy a turkey either way while they are on sale.  We can make it for Christmas if we do go up for Thanksgiving. 

I have a court date.  December 10th.  Unsure if that's the final date or if there is one more after that.  I still can't believe that woman made me feel guilty about filing for divorce.  Like I'm the bad guy. 

Oh and I think the boy's parents think I am job hunting.  I love their boy! I hate getting divorced.  Hate it.  :(  I want to tell them, but I don't want to involve them in all that crap!

I was going through my old sent emails.  There are some on there from when he left.  Some where I had responded to his girlfriend.  How sad I sounded.  I mean truly sad.  It's hard to look at the pictures. 

The kids and I are trying to find a day we can go to a park (and not freeze) and take a family photo.  We shall see.