*sigh*

Apparently, my life is too boring to get help from legal aid.  :(

There's no pension to fight for.

I "should" get alimony because we were married so long.  "28 years is almost a lifetime."

They want to send me to a conference where a bunch of people like me can learn how to file for divorce all alone. 

Alone.

I wait all this time to hear that.  :(

I don't want to do it alone. 

I have to do this all by myself. 

I've been on the verge of tears all day. 

I have to talk to Z and see what his thoughts are.  She said I can't poison him against his Dad.  I never have.  I wouldn't.  I don't hate his Dad.  This all would be easier if I did.