So....

Good bye 2014, I won't miss you one bit! Moments with my kids, of course, but it hasn't been a great year for us.

Moving on is hard and we did that to a certain degree.  I ordered a book on divorce for our state and it has the forms in it.  I can't afford a lawyer and I hope he doesn't get one.  They would probably crush me.  All I can do is try.  I didn't have the courage to go into the book store and buy the book, I ordered it online, but at least I ordered it.

My job, I'm not sure where it's going.  I will try and sub to make up some hours.  I wish there were enough sub hours, I'd quit the store job.  Oh well.  I'll keep doing my best, it's all I got.

We were supposed to do something fun today but the big kids backed out.

Z and I are going.  I need fun and I need to spend some time with him before it's gone.

Happy New Year! I hope it's a good one for all, including me.