I wish...

Amanda could find a full time teaching job and move out.

I wish...

I could talk to Ken about Zachary. Face to face. He won't do it. I don't get it. He hasn't seen him since June except for that few minutes the day he picked up his rifle.

I wish Eddie could drive. I can't even find time to teach him. We are both so busy. I'm glad he stayed in school. He's a blessing I don't know what I'd do without.

I wish...

H would get off her butt and try and find some work, any work. She doesn't have her teaching certificate yet because it's so expensive. I know we helped Amanda get hers but we are broke and she needs to make money to get it.

Not big things I want but they seem so hard to get.

Yes, I'd like a Parapro job too but that will come. :)