Some days are hard

today was harder.

It's just me, nothing new.

I haven't given up on the school thing yet.

The school is on the opposite side of the state of the office that called me.  Their main offices are on the far West side (the shoreline) and the school he was forwarding my name to is over here (almost to the East shoreline), so I can see why things might not line up quickly with that.  So, still hopeful.  It's a good sign they called at all.  He had no reason to tell me the name/location of the school or about the job.

I just wish the job that said I had a job would call and get me started.  I need money.

If we didn't have hard times, we wouldn't know when things were easy right?  It's just things have never been easy for us.  I never used to mind because I had someone to go through it all with.  Now I feel like it's all been dumped in my lap to figure out.

And it pretty much has been.  I don't wish I could do what he did, but I wish I could figure all this out.