I did it....

Sold my soul to the devil and applied where I didn't want to.

Part of it is, the employees there always complain about their job.  :( Another part of it is the distance it is from here.

I feel helpless and running out of hope though.

I miss my husband.  Not the ass he's being now, but the companion he was.

This is the first back to school day he wasn't with me.  It seemed so weird and quiet and lonely here this morning.

Still hoping a school will call my phone.

I wish I could go back and have a redo on that interview.  It'd be easier knowing the questions they were going to ask.

I still believe they liked me.  Still no turn down, so I remain hopeful.  Getting older sucks.  I'm fairly sure they picked that younger person just because she's younger.  : /

Zachary was up early this morning.  I'm sure that was his anxiety working for him.  I can't wait to hear about his day.