A yes! :)

JoAnn's offered me a job today! It's not seasonal, it's permanent. She said part time but I think that's just not 40 hours. That's fine. That should give H some days to work too. They are doing a background check then I can start. I look forward to it. I am going a little stir crazy here. I never minded watching my babies but being home alone is mind numbing.

My dad is in the hospital tonight. They think it might be a small stroke. Could be just flu but they are doing tests and keeping him overnight.

Z wants to go on a trip with his 8th grade class. They are going to Washington DC. lately he's been having panic attacks. I'm worried these won't let up. I will have to ask if they will refund money if need be. It's a $625 trip.  I think I could pay for it with my income tax return but I don't want to pay it if he chickens out. I think it'd be great for him to go and see what he can and is able to do on his own.  When we went to DC he was just 2. He doesn't recall going at all.

My sister is still very angry with me. I tried to call her about Dad and she wouldn't pick up. She text me to see what was wrong. : /

Exhausted. Hope I sleep better knowing I have a job. Sad to give up my dream. I love working with children. It's not like work to me at all. I wish I could have found a job doing that but I just don't have any more time to put into it.