Tuesday, July 21, 2015

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I can see test results and recommendations online.  It says:
FINDINGS: There are scattered areas of fibroglandular density. No
areas of architectural distortion or abnormal calcifications are seen.
In the left central breast slightly lateral to midline, middle depth
there is a nodular focal asymmetry.

From what I've looked up online, it can basically mean there is more dense tissue in one side than the other.  Or it can be cancer. I am hopeful it's the first one.  Scared but hopeful.

They want to compare my last pictures to these, so I called to make sure they were requested from the correct place this morning. 

It says if they can't get those pictures I have to more mammogram pictures taken or an ultrasound.  I hate that I have to do this stuff alone.  My H will go with me if I ask her.  I just really miss my husband at times like these, the one he used to be anyway.

I feel flattened out.  Splat on the sidewalk.  Please let this be okay.   

Still waiting on a phone call.  I am still feeling good about this.  I should have emailed him right away but to say what?  They already said I was their first choice and they were giving my name to HR.  I think HR is just waiting for background checks.  I think it is out of their hands at this time. I might call HR tomorrow and ask if they needed any more information from me.  Please let this be okay now too. 

I want a lot I know, but I feel kicked down and so want to get back up.



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