WTF

Why

Why

Why

:(

This morning, I'm getting ready for work.  7:30 my phone rings. 

The lady decided she wanted her job back so my job is cancelled. 

I can sub two weeks at special needs preschool.  I don't mind the special needs preschool, I knew what I was in for. 

But...

It's only two weeks, not long term.

There is not a regular teacher in the classroom so I can not get a letter of recommendation from a regular staff member.

I would honestly rather die than beg for my job back. 

There's three weeks between the pool opening and this two weeks ending.

But why? :( Why can't something just work for me.  :( 

If I had a house, I'd open a daycare.  Glad my sister talked us out of that last year! (yeah, that's sarcasm)

I'm feeling back at square one.  So bummed.  Sad disappointed.  So depressed today.