Finally having a bed

On a frame, feels like I'm sleeping in someone else's home.

Tomorrow is my birthday. Another day to remind me he's gone.

If he doesn't apply for health insurance, he'll get fined. Won't be my fault but I worry he'll blame me. I just worry.

I thought after Christmas he'd ask to see the boy more but he just asked to see him one day. That's just sad to me.

Wish this year was over. It's going to be very stressful.