Life....

Ugh....

I always dread contacting K because of the response I get.  It's never friendly in any way.  It's always taken in a shitty way.  I always get a crappy response.

Today, I text him at 9:00 this morning and invited him to cake and ice cream tonight.  Tonight, at 5:00 he text me back saying his work Christmas party was tonight and I gave him too short of notice.  Then he went on to whine that the kids never responded to his texts when he asked what they wanted for Christmas.

He said no one responded to him.  I said if he'd asked me what they wanted, I would have told him.  I told him that I respond.

Whatever.

Not my fault.  Why he blames me, I'll never know.

I told him he hurt them and he has to mend that bridge.  He stopped after that, but I have a feeling that's not the last I will hear.

It's just sad.  Exhausting and sad.

He hasn't asked to see Z in over 6 months.  Half a year.  I could never imagine going that long without seeing my boy.

It was Z that wanted me to invite K here today.

I'm done.  No more.  I don't deserve to hear that stuff.  I've tried so hard to keep communication open and I'm done.  I'd block him if I could.  I did block him and his gf on fb.