It's hard to please everyone.
I know.
I need a divorce.
I'm not taking him back.
We just moved.
I'm working all I can.
My car is making a rubbing noise when I turn. This may cost money.
A divorce cost money.
I'm not asking anyone for money.
Just don't nag me like I do it on purpose. Don't repeat and nag and make me cry more than I already do.
Try walking in my shoes for a while. If you did, you'd see I'm not doing THAT bad. That I'm doing the best I can at this very moment.
I'm exhausted. Moving and working and taking care of everyone.
Just wait until school starts. Good lord what will I do then?
One car. Eddie has to get to the university. Hanna needs to work all the days she can. I need to work all the days I can.
I tried calling legal aid Friday and they're closed. I didn't call because I was nagged but because I do want a divorce. I need a set amount of what he is supposed to give me. He is acting so different now. He said we can not get together and discuss anything. It's for the courts to decide now. I'm treating him unfair as far as money goes and how often he sees his son.
Legal aid is closed on Friday. If they'll help me, I'll be calling them Monday morning. If they won't I'll need to try and save up money because he told me to file for divorce.
Whatever happens, I don't know how to find him because his work moved and he won't share his address. How do I have divorce papers sent to him.
Stress.
Don't nag me. I am on the edge barely holding on somedays. I love my sisters I truly do.
Walk in my shoes for a couple days and try that on though. Then throw your nagging and pushing and opinions into it.
Stress. Oh yeah and the car is doing that rubbing thing.
Why do you need to file, can't he do it? Remind yourself that when he left he lost the ability to tell you what to do. You have your life and YOU get to choose what to do and when. You are strong and can do it. Your kids respect you and love you and will help you.
ReplyDeleteHugs!!! I'm so sorry you're being pushed and pulled in so many negative directions.
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