Well, keep fingers crossed. It seems we just need to dot a few more i's and cross a few more T's!

We all need the change and the new beginning.

I hate to be selfish but I feel like I need it most. *sigh*

I start to text him several times a day because I miss him. Because I think he should know something. Because I don't have "that" any more. Then, almost every time, I delete them. The ones I send, he ignores, like Hanna's college degree. He didn't even send her a message about it. It's just sad.

So, in a matter of days, weeks at the most, we will move on.