Boys....

My girls are not best friends. I do hope they get to that one day but for now, pretty much, complete opposites. My boys are 9 years apart. I don't expect them to ever to be close. Long breaks like this one are a bit rough on Zachary. He likes the time off, loves the time off, but his anxiety and like of sameness, well, doesn't blend well with the change of it all. That makes Zachary irritable. Which drives me crazy. Eddie loves to tease. Good lord he loves to tease. Zachary can take some teasing and fooling around, but he is a sensitive guy, so he only takes so much. One more week, I can do this right? Part of me wishes I had one more week off, just to have some peace and quiet to myself. Ken said if we are all caught up by summer, I should take the summer off from the pool. I've had school or pool or both for two years now. I do enjoy making money though and with Eddie's help it won't be so bad and I get a nice tan there....We shall see. Even if we just used the money for Christmas. Zachary mentioned not feeling very Christmassy these past two years. I fear that is my fault with all the gloominess in our lives. Hopefully it gets better as we catch up on things. We are hoping to pay the rent in January before they file for court. That adds another $180 to the rent and we just can't afford that. :( We shall see. Take care.