ugh

So much harder than I dreamed it would be.

Money trouble stinks. It stresses me out, makes me crabby, I hate that. I really do. Stress sucks.

My older sister listens to me and tells me things will get better. I love her for that. :)

I am hoping I can finish school and try and find a job I'd actually enjoy. The big kids are going to have to kick in a bit on the weeks Ken doesn't get paid. We've done so much for them, it's time for a bit of payback. We have to talk with them about it, I'm dreading the tears from our oldest, the whining from Hanna and Eddie, ugh, he still doesn't have a job!! Ken is hoping to get him in where he works, that would be so good, so fingers crossed!!

I'm feeling so tired! We have talked and decided since only one of them has a license and none of them have no car, and we need someone to watch Z, I would be the cab driver for their jobs and take care of my boy and do my school work.

Hope this works and they don't take the news too badly.

I hate this. It was never my intention to take money from them. Welcome to the real world?